@truly.cjx
truly.cjxno matter how hard you try it will never be enough for some people and that truth sits heavy because you keep pouring into them hoping something will finally change hoping they will wake up one day and realize what they have in front of them but they dont they keep doing the same things saying the same empty words and making the same choices that hurt you over and over again and at some point you have to stop calling it a mistake because it is not a mistake when someone thinks about it and still does it anyway that is a decision that is who they are choosing to be and when it happens more than once there is no excuse left to hold onto especially when they only seem to feel sorry after they are faced with consequences not because they actually care about how you feel but because they got caught or something finally affected them and that is the part that really breaks you because you start to question yourself you start to wonder what more you could have done what else you could have given even though deep down you know you already gave too much you gave your time your energy your patience your love and still it was not enough for them not because you are not enough but because they were never willing to be what you needed in the first place and that is a hard thing to accepti hate that i ever felt like i had to beg for love like i had to ask someone to treat me right or to only see me and choose me when that should have been natural it should have been something they wanted to do without being asked and i hate that i made myself smaller just to keep someone who never truly valued me but i know now i will never do that again i will never beg for the bare minimum or chase someone who is comfortable hurting me because real love does not make you feel like you have to earn it over and over again it does not leave you questioning your worth or feeling like you are always almost enough but never quite there you can forgive someone over and over but at the end of the day they will never change and you completely loose that light and little bit of hope that was left in you #xyzbca #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyp
On the profile · Apr 22, 10:48