@stapleyourmouthshut
alexaryLast picture was the first time I ever went to a club and got actually drunk. I got kicked out lol and begged them to let me stay. I just turned 21, was on a paid brand trip, and genuinely was having the time of my life. I was the opposite of an angry drunk. Way too fun, way too much and way too sneaky. I felt like I could unmask and be myself. It became my everyday, and it was beyond exhausting and embarrassing. Just to realize ever since that day, I couldn’t stop chasing that feeling. So glad to be out of it and I’m greatful for Em who recognized me in such a hard place. When I’m going through anything in my life I’m reminded how cool it is that I continue to chose the better option for me and those around me. For my future self and for my past self. It is very cool to be sober. You do realize very quick how much you DONT need it like you think you do! Kudos to anyone who can indulge and enjoy. I don’t judge you at all and I admire your self control
On the profile · Sep 21, 2026