@samaraispinkk
SecretI understand that you guys think I’m crazy I was manic and in a psychotic state and it’s hard to open up about that again because from the month September to December I was living a life that I wanted to end. I lost my best friend and someone who called me hers, that is not an excuse for my mentally ill actions that I did not intend the way you all perceived it and I am sorry. I honest to God don’t want this post to be for views or clout AT ALL but since a wound that I have healed has now been opened again I want to talk about it, I love Zuza and never meant any harm when talking about her in the past, when she passed away the last thing Dagmara, who I still love, said she said was that she would send signs and I still get them till this day and I believe that if my girl truly thought I was being mean to her she would have stopped. I will forever love her and the reason I don’t post her anymore is because I don’t want you guys to start things again, I have so many amazing videos and drafts that I refrain from posting as much as I try to keep her memory alive, but in the end I do not think it’s right for another creator to use my situation which I was sent away for as views to her page. I hope you all read this and understand me a little bit more but other than that have a good night and never forget you matter.
On the profile · Feb 6, 2026