@pxnkzilla
zilla🦇🍁i'm sorry for the inconsistent posts and posting drafts. I've been extremely exhausted recently and honestly really upset along with all of the fishing accounts and hate comments and absolutely outright disgusting DM request. I often feel like I am no longer pretty without makeup or filters and I find myself struggling to love myself. I'm not sure I will be consistent with posting and I apologize for that and I will do my best I know I haven't been streaming either and I just found myself struggling to figure out how to do things and I've become extremely overwhelmed and I don't have many people to help me set things up or figure things out so I often feel in the dark. I promise new content will be out when I get my self-esteem back up. There's some things I don't feel like sharing on this app but there are some seriously terrible things going on in my life that I just don't think is right to share with you guys at this moment. All I can say is that bullying and standards have really taken a toll on me and I wish people saw me as a real human being and not just someone behind a screen because I have feelings too. ( if any of this is spelt wrong or worded weird it's because I use text to speech) im sorry#sorry
Removed from the profile · Oct 12, 2026 · Deleted