@addyy.2faded
️i don’t think i’ll ever be able to shake off this feeling of knowing your never coming back. i’ll never see you at the door when i come inside. i’ll never see you waiting on my bed. i’ll never see you do your little tricks. i’ll never see you outside watching over our neighborhood. i’ll never hear your little meows. i’ll never hear your starching at my door to come in. i’ll never be able to hold you again. i’m sorry ml im so sorry i couldn’t save you, if i could i would of giving up everything to just have you here with me, i can’t look at a single picture of you without crying. i don’t think ill ever be okay. i always told everyone that the day i lost you would be the day everyone would loss me too. but somehow for some reason im still here breathing while your not and that kills me so fucking much knowing there’s no more breathes for you to take💔 i miss you so much my baby i’ll forever be here with you. and lastly im so sorry i wasn’t there for you in your last moments because i know id want you there for mine. i tried i really did try to be there for you but i couldn’t. and i’m sorry i will never forgive myself for that. i miss you more than words can describe and i know, i know people just think your just a cat but you really weren’t you were one in a kind man, there will never be another cat that’s anything like you. each day that passes im just reminded why i stayed here for so long now my reason of staying is gone. everything’s just been so messy since you passed and i really don’t know what to do, im tryna do good in school but i genuinely can’t bring myself to even be there for more than one class. i’ve missed so much school since you past and it’s only october 5th, it’s almost been a month without you baby idk how ive made it this long without you, nothing feels real anymore and i just want you back. but i know there’s nothing i can do, although it hurts so much i know your with me every step of the way. i cant help but when i miss you i smell your ashes. i know that’s weird but im having a really hard time dealing with this grief. and knowing your on my neck all day gives me a little bit of help but knowing your just in a necklace now kills me on the inside because a month ago you were a big ass cat. i miss you fluffy i’ll never EVER ever forget you ml. fly high. i hope your having a good time up there in kitty heaven and i can’t wait to see you. till we met again one day soon. #catloss #bestfriend #missyou #iloveyou #longlivekitty
On the profile · Oct 5, 2026